regrets
i’d rather tell you all that i feel today, than regret not; tomorrow
i’d rather tell you all that i feel today, than regret not; tomorrow
every tragedy is an awakening within
if i come to want you
it’d be for everything else
for affairs of the body
last not forever
i’d rather love imperfectly, than not love at all
even if today wasn’t the day, my love
for you to fruit
i have faith, that oh, there will come
a season
for just you
to blossom
yeh kaisi sazish hai uski,
ki usne humko mila kar bhi nahi milaya
do not wait until tomorrow for yourself to be saved, when oh you can save yourself today
love is love and everything else is just everything else
for me to save you, i’d need to save myself first
sometimes, when i’m on my own, ma
i wonder,
if we were all to be reborn
oh would you still wish for me, ma
to be your child?
even if so far,
all that i’ve caused you
is but pain
and disappointment
.
oh would you still,
want to be the one, ma
to nurture me
in your homely womb
even if ma,
i failed to become
all that you hoped for
me too
.
oh would you still be willing, ma
to accept this incompetent son of yours
even if i was
but mere darkness
that only added to the baggage
that you were already carrying
.
now that i cerebrate
perhaps it was you, ma
who was the ill fated one
for you had a son
such as me
.
maybe you would have been
much better off, ma
without this impudent son of yours
who failed time and again
to maintain
that beautiful smile of yours
.
perhaps i really did not deserve, ma
to have an angel
such as you
as my mother
oh, forgive my selfishness, ma
for wishing myself
to be yours again
only to hope
that oh in the next
you mother someone
who’s worthy of receiving
all that you offer
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